Tonight I ended up taking Younger Boy with us to Middle Boy's therapy. It wouldn't have been my first choice, but it was a good opportunity for the two of us to sit and talk.

Our talk wasn't anything like that of the talk between Middle Boy and me, but it was good.

I think Younger Boy really does want to be good and try, but he is just so accustomed to always being "bad" he doesn't know how to behave when things are going well for him. He is his own form of chaos.

There hasn't been a lot of accountability for him in his life. I am providing that and it is uncomfortable.

He wants to start trying, but he struggles with implementation.

Pray for Younger Boy to start understanding his self-worth.