The emotional tidal wave constantly moving through this house is EXHAUSTING.  I grew up in a family where emotion wasn't discussed...still isn't.  This is uncomfortable for me.

I can't sleep tonight.  I want to help these boys.  I want them to heal.  I want them to experience the life that they should have had.

I grieve for them.  For the boys they should be without all of this "junk".

My mind is racing.  I just keep praying...over and over praying.