If I am truly honest with myself I feel guilty about the boys being at respite.

Originally I was going to pick them up tonight. In fact I was still kind of planning on it when I got a text from Middle Boy saying "see you tomorrow".

I tried to call to see if things were going okay and he was too busy to talk to me. I guess they are doing fine.

This is such a HUGE blessing to me...in spite of all of the guilt I am feeling. I am glad they are having fun. It makes me feel less guilty about them being away, but more guilty about how NOT FUN it has been at our house lately.

Praises for good respite care. Prayers for letting go of the guilt.