I've reached my limit of things I can care about.

I need help.

I asked my agency for respite help. It got a recommendation for eight hours a week of in home help. That isn't what I asked for. That isn't going to help me. I am not home and awake eight hours a week right now.

Judge D ordered help for me to relieve some of the stress. No one has done anything other than to try to add additional services which won't fit in our day. I'll do it my own way.

No one from my agency will call me back or respond to email. They won't need to soon. I decided this morning that BOTH kids will be going.

I'm done...with everything.