Tonight I couldn't fall asleep.

There are some things going on in my life which make me really frustrated and really sad.  All I could do was think about the relationships I wish were different and how I'm tired of trying to make them better and tired of being disappointed by them.

Even as I write this I am teary-eyed.  I'm just so tired of it.

Prayers for me to stop caring about these relationships, because ultimately I think it is the only way things will be "okay" for me.