Right now is a time when I can't decide if I should laugh or cry at the absurdity of the system.

The psychiatric evaluation is done.  It has gone to the attorney.  Service Coordinator can't tell me what it says, because I am not a legal part of the case.  So...I am going to go in to court not knowing whether it recommends further treatment or return home or what.  I think it is unreasonable that I am unable to make an educated decision with the information that is obviously available.  I also think it is unfair that I am able to make preparations either physically or emotionally.

I just talked to Foster Care Specialist about it and she is going to see what she can do.  It's late in the day, but we might be able to find out.

I also have a message in to Attorney N.  She is really good about responding.  So I could know that way.

I have to stop thinking about this. 

Prayers that I can just relax and know that God has this in His control.