Over lunch today I was reflecting back on the events of the past couple of days and everything they have entailed.  I have been so focused on doing what I "needed" to do to get our family back home and together that I was forgetting to focus on what I should be doing now as we are walking THROUGH this.

I was thinking this I remember that as I awoke yesterday morning I had the thought that I just needed to let what was going to happen with Middle Boy's case and Younger Boy's adoption happen and stop trying to "make" things happen.  I prayed that God would help me surrender the control to him.  As I prayed through all of my feelings about both things I felt a huge sense of relief come over me.

I already posted that yesterday things really started moving on both fronts.  Positive things.  I didn't have anything to do with any of them...other than prayer.

What is in our future?  I don't know.  When will Younger Boy's adoption be final?  I don't know.  When will or will Middle Boy come home?  I don't know.  God does.  He knows.