I have spent a lot of the day thinking about what it is about the church I don't like or am disappointed by.  I came up with a list of things which have been really weighing on me for a while now.  Can I get past these?  Last week I thought the answer was a definitive no.

On the other hand there is a HUGE group of people at the church who I love and who support us immensely.  People I would miss seeing every week.

The question is which matters more.  Which will help or hinder our spiritual growth as a family more.