Denise
Today has been a hard day....one of the hardest I have ever had to face.  It has me questioning God.  It has me questioning everything that brought me to this point.

As I sit and reflect on these boys and this place I am reminded of a song I posted a while ago....I need to write the words again....

Afraid to love something that could break
Could I move on if you were torn away?
I'm so close to what I can't control
I can't give you half my heart and pray it makes you whole

You're gonna have all of me, you're gonna have all of me,
Because you're worth every fallen tear, you're worth facing every fear
You're gonna know all my love, even if it's not enough
Enough to mend our broken hearts, giving you all of me is where I'll start.

I won't let sadness steal you from my arms
I won't let pain keep you from my heart
Trade the fear of all that I could lose
For every moment I share with you

You're gonna have all of me, you're gonna have all of me,
Because you're worth every fallen tear, you're worth facing any fear
You're gonna know all my love, even if it's not enough
Enough to mend our broken hearts, giving you all of me is where I'll start.

Heaven broke into this moment, it's too wonderful to speak
You're worth all of me, you're worth all of me
So let me recklessly love you, even if I bleed
You're worth all of me, you're worth all of me

You're gonna have all of me, you're gonna have all of me,
Because you're worth every fallen tear, you're worth facing any fear
You're gonna know all my love, even if it's not enough
Enough to mend our broken hearts, giving you all of me is where I'll start

These boys...in this home..at this time.  That is where God wants me.  I know that in my heart.  These boys are the boys God gave me to raise and I am going to love them and believe in them until I can't do it anymore.
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