I got about four hours of sleep. 

Middle Boy and I both got up this morning and I just lost it.  I was crying about the possibility of losing my dad and hot scared I was that it was going.  I started to hyperventilate.  It wasn't good.

Middle Boy was comforting.  He held my hand.  He did his best to help.

Prayers for Dad.  Prayers for healing and wisdom.  Prayers for peace for my sisters and Mom.