Tonight was so bittersweet. 

I was thrilled to be watching Grandpa go home.  So glad he had progressed enough so that Grandma can manage his needs at home.

The truth of the matter is this...I will miss my mom and dad.  While the circumstances have not been good I have loved being able to spend time with them every day.  It has made me feel a little bit less alone in my life journey.

I am frustrated to find out from Grandpa and Grandma that my sisters are driving them home and spending the weekend.  I have come to feel like they don't want me included in things anymore.  I wish I didn't care, but I do.

I cried when I said good-bye to them.  I cried all of the way home.

I'm sure part of it is the release of all of the stress from the last few weeks.

Praises Grandpa is going home.  I'll sure miss them.